a happy hot-air balloon
i wear a cobweb gown
tonight i switch on my computer
and crawl to the tree
so that i may forget.forget the fine threads of fear
running loose from the spool
of cobwebs in my head.forget its sticky silvery floss
cleaving to my skin, spun
as if by an eight-legged seamstress bent
on clothing me in reams
of elastic gossamer it so fervently spat
out in my cerebral attic with
no body to dress.as if bored with heaping
up the wasted material on the floor
of its lair, it threw
one end out the window,
exited my ear and
gowned me in its creation.so i switch on my computer and
stumble
to my tree and let
the seamstress go
free.she dresses every insect.
i water the tree.
and i do, indeed, forget.
as we wait for the tree
to grow tall and big.because, you see, my mind is
a spider,
and
it
needs
to roam free.potato boy
potato boy felt out of place in sugar town
until someone sprinkled icing over him
blending him right in
among snowy looking croissants.and this misshapen confection
this blob in a bluff
is my very best friend,
because he understands
what it’s like to be different from everyone else
underneath.ships at sea
So, if you see only darkness around you, twinkle.
We need darkness sometimes to help us find our spark. You see, even ships know that. And you are so much more than a ship.
(location: the infinity pool at Amara Sanctuary Resort Sentosa)
three little rabbits in a maze
rain
hungry bird
so the bird pecked at the girl till she bled, and the pain distracted her from mortal troubles.
ladybird
morbid girl helps mama bird
through the window a bird flew in
at her desk a girl sat and trilled:
why have you come birdie?“to nest my babies in you,” it said.
so the girl gutted herself
and offered it a nest of her entrails.absolute futility
she smashed her head on the wall, over and over and over again.
and when it bled all over her fingers, she thought she would smile. because this was what she was familiar with. the futility of every thought and action.
absolute futility.
she launched herself full and strong against the bloodied wall, but she could not die. only her spirit died, again and again and again.